This blog digs a little deeper into who I am...I'd like each post to be seen as a lyric, whether what is posted is a photo, a video, an actual song, or even a journal entry...underlying every image here is an emotion, a moment...a lyric...and I hope you enjoy the melody♥
distance means so little, when someone means so much♥
He ended up hanging out with me that day :) Actually, things have really changed the last few days…we had a great talk and we really understand each other a lot more now. Yesterday we had the most fun we’ve had in so long. It was his moms birthday and I drove down to Huntington Beach to see them. We spent so much time together, and I was able to be myself around him in such a wonderful way. Oh and…he told me that he loves me :) Don’t worry though! My career is still my main focus (Other than God of course!). What I am loving most is that he is being very supportive of my dreams. These crazy dreams of mine that I’m almost too sure about.
Here’s a quick random little story: We were in the mall the other day and we walked by this incredibly hard game. I wanted to play it so badly and told him that I would win it and he answers me by saying it’s impossible to. As soon as he said that I suddenly started thinking about my career and how one in a million it is to be truly successful at it. I looked at him and said “Joshua, you don’t understand. I know that I can beat that game if I just keep trying hard enough and make the right and precise decisions. Just like everything else in my life, I know that if I keep trying, I will get exactly where I want to be.” He looked at me and said “Okay, go play the game and we’ll see”
After 3 tries, I had no more money to play but I plan on trying every time I go to that mall…which by the way, I’m going to again this week! He thinks I’m crazy, and I just reply with a “& you know you like it.” ^_^